Dear God, Why do bad things keep happening to me? There’s been plenty of good but the darkness keeps creeping back up on me. Weaseling its way under my skin. Consuming me from the inside out. Take away the bad thoughts. They are trying to control me. I can’t take all of this pain. The suffering. Tear jerking. All alone. The quietness of this empty theatre eats its way through me. Please gift me strength…
Dear God, Help me get rid of the bitter taste. The sour fruit of death lingers. Taking my identity. Stripping me of my sanity. Testing my faith. Every day is spent battling grief. I need you more than ever. I am so very lost. Incomplete. I’ve been robbed of my happiness. Everything’s been taken from me. Deep cuts of pain radiate through me. Bleeding. My love is leaking. Bring me into your arms. Swallow me…
Dear Me, Once upon a time you had a family. You were happily married. Living the American Dream. Your daughter passed away when she was two. Childless. Divorced. Me too. It’s a scary place out there. Don’t be afraid. I’m so proud of you. Smile you’ve made it. You needed to take chances in order to start living. The cost of losing it all is priceless. Even when you start to feel fulfilled continue to…
Dear Me, The fresh sun touched air fills my lungs. My body’s been craving the sun. The light. The slightest fills me up. I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. It’s all been a little too much. I have to forgive. Let go. Love. It’s the only way. I refuse to drown in the ground. I don’t blame you for not knowing how to comfort me during my deepest days of mourning. I…
Dear God, I know you can hear my tears falling down my face, resting upon my lips. The sweet bitter taste. This has been my body’s way of trying to cleanse me of the pain. Help me rise above the rubble. Set me free. Banish my misery. There is no turning back the hands of time. I can’t press rewind. Help me move forward. Allow me to live everyday as if it were my very…
Dear Me, It is time to self-doubt yourself clean. Ridding yourself of unhealthy things. No longer living in a broken reality. You are stronger now. You’ve overcome the worst of things. Reinventing yourself. Loving. Living. Surviving. Clean breathing. Lungs. Heart. Fluttering. You have found a new love. The kind of love that keeps your heart beating. This life has so much more to offer you. Choices. The many choices. Soon you will see the truth.…