Dear Me, You were twenty years old when you got married. You said yes to someone that you dated for only three months. Someone you barely knew. Did you even know yourself back then? Six months later you were married. Ambitions. Dreams. There were soo many things to see. The world was at our fingertips. Everyday felt brand new. Five years went by in a flash. We were ready to have a baby. It took…

Dear Future Lover, I feel numb but when you touch me I can feel again. I feel better when we touch. I will not give up. I know my love is more than enough. I feel better when we touch. I might be a little late. I just know this will be something great. Let go. I need to let go. Lets go. I’m finally letting go. Pushing me to places I used to know. …

Dear Me, Dear God, Dear Avie, Thank you for everything. For keeping me safe. For all of my family and friends. The support. The light. Most of all thank you for the courage. I knew I had to take a chance in order to survive. I wish to be able to truly live. I am still standing. Living. Breathing. Thank you for the signs. I owe it all to you. I have been given another…

Dear Me, What do you want from this life? That question pushes you out of bed. Too many days are spent there. Numb. Gobbled up by the pain. Rupturing my behavior. Anxiety raises my temperature. Burning me alive. Breathe life back into me. Poetic society. Take my hand. Come with me. Travel. Break free. Seeing. Believing. Turning manifestations into reality. Changing. Re-arranging. Me. You’ve been thinking about your life. Who you used to be. The…

Dear Me, It is easy to get used to things when given enough time. New stages of life. Reincarnating. Free your mind. Simplicity. Divine. Do not waste anymore time. Believe in yourself. Live your life. Change your state of mind. Don’t give up. Hope. Fight. Third eye steers. All eyes are clear. Memories flood my mind. I can feel myself changing. XoXo- Me

Dear Avie, I’ve been finding pennies. Pennies from heaven. Little love notes. Thank you for reminding me that I am still alive. You’ve taught me how to truly live. Shielding me from evil eyes. Keeping me from clinging to deceit. Casting my fears aside. Bringing me peace. I won’t give up. I will not settle. I have so much to give. A destiny. A path. A new life to live. XoXo- Mommy