Dear Me, I am proud of you. Thankful for you. Your heart. Your soul. Pounding. Growing. Becoming. Spoon-fed love. One day. Someway. You will guide yourself out of this place. Spread your wings. You were born to fly. You’ve been touched by the sky. Loneliness leaves you high and dry. Your past will always be behind you. Inside of you. Don’t allow it to consume you. Live. Be free. There is so much to see. …
Dear Darkness, Thank you for coming into my life. Without you I wouldn’t be able to see the light. I am thankful for the bad things that have happened to me. Humbled by the pain. I am past the phase of being lost. Most of my memories come with fatal mistakes. Being bitter will only keep me from flying. Satisfaction is the death of desire. I won’t give myself away. You have no power over…
Dear Future Lover, I’ve been praying for someone like you. Your strength is close to my own. You will not be afraid to love me. Breakfast in bed. Naked daydreaming. You are affectionate. Loving. Caring. Easy Speaking. Beauty is more than skin deep. Talk to me about your day. Share with me. Don’t ever lie to me. Communication is key. Walk with me. Hand in hand. I know you are out there. I can’t wait…
Dear Me, I am proud of you. You made it. Your eyes are open. Your ears. Vision is clear. I can see you. I have never met a woman like you. It comes from within. Your skin. The softest parts of you. You are alive. Brought back to life. You have so much to give. You are not alone in this life. You will find your way. There is such a thing as destiny. Believe.…
Dear Avie, Happy 6th Birthday my sweet. It’s hard to believe you’ve been gone longer than you lived. I wish I could grow wings and fly up there. What I would give for another chance to be with you. My heart aches. It always will. I’m so proud of you. My love. You saved so many people. You saved me. The ocean waves crashing. Rocks and sand. Sea shells tumble towards me. I wish you were…
Dear Me, You’ve been experiencing soul gains. Growing pains. Bitterness will keep you from flying. Poetic pain. The world’s been trying to take your identity. My love you are not up for the taking. The best you is still in the making. You’re the masterpiece. The perfect design. Leave the misery behind. You’ve been carrying too many burdens. Release. Believe. You deserve great things. Just breathe. You are finally free. XoXo- Me
Dear Me, Release me from the immortal death grip. Cut the cord. No more shame. Purge the pain. This is your time to heal. Mend your heart ache. Breathe. It will all be ok. You’re a survivor. A fighter. This is not the end. This is the beginning. Remember there’s a reason for everything. XoXo- Me
Dear Me, Anxiety tugs at your brain. The shivering sweat leaves your body like a torrential downpour. Post traumatic stressing. Flashing back to when the darkness held you in-between its teeth. It carried you off. Swept you off your feet. There was nothing sweet about where it took me. It drained you of the life you had left. Whispers of wicked lies were told about a bright new future to keep you bound to the…
Dear God, Why do bad things keep happening to me? There’s been plenty of good but the darkness keeps creeping back up on me. Weaseling its way under my skin. Consuming me from the inside out. Take away the bad thoughts. They are trying to control me. I can’t take all of this pain. The suffering. Tear jerking. All alone. The quietness of this empty theatre eats its way through me. Please gift me strength…
Dear God, Help me get rid of the bitter taste. The sour fruit of death lingers. Taking my identity. Stripping me of my sanity. Testing my faith. Every day is spent battling grief. I need you more than ever. I am so very lost. Incomplete. I’ve been robbed of my happiness. Everything’s been taken from me. Deep cuts of pain radiate through me. Bleeding. My love is leaking. Bring me into your arms. Swallow me…