Photographic Memories

Dear Me, When I’m behind the lens I feel at ease. Jumping inside the memories. A passion. Photography. Feel the energy. Releasing. Capturing. Telling a story. Bringing back time. Photographic memories. Xoxo- Me

Fighting Not To Forget

Dear God, I laid in bed this morning. Pretending Avie was there with me. All snuggled up. Those mornings spent with her were the best. She made me feel divine. Alive. Super Mom like. Now I can’t feel anything. Time came and went too quickly. Fighting not to forget. Avie. I know you can feel my pain from all the way up there. Save me. Xoxo- Me


Dear God, There’s too much going on around me. I’m unable to settle down. Fight or flight. Anxiety. Underneath my skin. Tearing me up inside. Consuming. Controlling. Drowning. Don’t let it take over me. Free me. Lessen my pain. Help me. Take away my fear. Cure me. Don’t let it control me. Xoxo- Me

Time Doesn’t Wait

Dear Me, Time can’t direct you by the hand. It’s too fast for you. Forming scars that you will never lose. Release yourself from captivity. Let the light shine through. Don’t reside amongst the dust. You have choices to make. It’s hard guessing between what is real and what is fake. The choices you make will determine your life. Time doesn’t wait for you. You have the strength. I believe in you. Xoxo- Me

Forgive Me

Dear Me, The dark days aren’t over. You’re caught in a trap. Waiting for the darkness to subside. You need the light. Rip off the veil. Uncover your mind. You have so much to give. So little time. Keep living. You owe it to me. One day there will be no grieving. The sun will rise. Your soul will be free. Forgive me. Xoxo- Me

Silent Weeping

Dear Me, A vision forever sticking. You’ve held death in your arms. Silent weeping. The trauma. Pain. Always inside of your mind. Lurking in the dark. Creeping up from behind. Hitting you like a bullet train. You feel like running. Don’t do that. There’s no turning back. Wait. The dark days will be over. Pray. You will be shown the way. Xoxo –Me

Impact of Death

Dear Me, The blade is trying to reach your soul. Ripping apart your heart. The impact of death. Consuming you. Death affects you. The intense pain. Take away the veil that covers your mind. Look deeper within yourself. Open up your heart. I know it’s a vulnerable part. Your heart controls everything. Without it you wouldn’t be breathing. Your heart will keep beating. Faith will take away the pain. Xoxo- Me

Delicate Things

Dear Me, You hate endings. The aching. There were many things left undone. Delicate things. Remember the beauty of this life. Forget about the pain. The suffering. Wishing you could go back to before your heart was sore. The pain. The suffering. You are something much more than you were before. Don’t let anything bring you down. Don’t stop now Keep growing. Xoxo- Me

The Laws Of Motion

Dear Me, Maybe I had to get broken in order to be healed. One a pottery wheel. Taking on a new shape. Sculpted into a better person. A second chance. Positivity releases you. You won’t ever be the same. Gratitude won’t allow shame. The laws of motion are pushing you. You’re being shaped by pain. Xoxo- Me


Dear Avie, Closing my eyes. Wishing to have sweet dreams of you. No one will ever know what I’ve been through. Does anything last forever? My life used to be filled with you. There’s too much pain. Sadness. Always searching. Feed my soul. Permeating. Make me feel it from within. Our love will set me free. Bring me back to dreaming. Xoxo-Mommy