Battling Grief
DearAvie

Battling Grief

Dear God, Help me get…

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Me Too
DearAvie

Me Too

Dear Me, Once upon a…

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Forgiveness
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Forgiveness

Dear Me, The fresh sun…

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The Hands Of Time
DearAvie

The Hands Of Time

Dear God, I know you…

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Healing Starts With Me
DearAvie

Healing Starts With Me

Dear Me, It is time…

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Tender Times
DearAvie

Tender Times

Dear Avie, The pain keeps…

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Transplant Me

Dear Avie, I often wonder what you would have been like when you were older. I was so excited to see you grow. I wished for you to stay a baby forever in my arms. Time felt brand new when I was with you. You brought out the best of me. I grew. You were the one who provided me with nutrients that I needed. It’s all over now. You were stolen away from me.…

Live Like Today Was Your Last

Dear Me, You are stuck. Looking too far back into the past. You need to start living in the now. You have no control over what the future holds. Don’t let confusion settle in. Settle down. Take a break. Wait. There’s something greater coming your way. Saving the best for last. Don’t think about what could have been. Let go of the past. Live like today was your last. Xoxo- Me

The Night Time Air

Dear God, The nightmares. Are they trying to tell me something? Screaming. Drenched in sweat. Gasping for air. My soul is hungry. Reaching out to you but you are not there. Lift me back up. Help me. Clear the night time air. Xoxo- Me

Photographic Memories

Dear Me, When I’m behind the lens I feel at ease. Jumping inside the memories. A passion. Photography. Feel the energy. Releasing. Capturing. Telling a story. Bringing back time. Photographic memories. Xoxo- Me

Fighting Not To Forget

Dear God, I laid in bed this morning. Pretending Avie was there with me. All snuggled up. Those mornings spent with her were the best. She made me feel divine. Alive. Super Mom like. Now I can’t feel anything. Time came and went too quickly. Fighting not to forget. Avie. I know you can feel my pain from all the way up there. Save me. Xoxo- Me

Anxiety

Dear God, There’s too much going on around me. I’m unable to settle down. Fight or flight. Anxiety. Underneath my skin. Tearing me up inside. Consuming. Controlling. Drowning. Don’t let it take over me. Free me. Lessen my pain. Help me. Take away my fear. Cure me. Don’t let it control me. Xoxo- Me