Dear Me, You hate endings. The aching. There were many things left undone. Delicate things. Remember the beauty of this life. Forget about the pain. The suffering. Wishing you could go back to before your heart was sore. The pain. The suffering. You are something much more than you were before. Don’t let anything bring you down. Don’t stop now Keep growing. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, Maybe I had to get broken in order to be healed. On a pottery wheel. Taking on a new shape. Sculpted into a better person. A second chance. Positivity releases you. You won’t ever be the same. Gratitude won’t allow shame. The laws of motion are pushing you. You’re being shaped by pain. Xoxo- Me

Dear Avie, Closing my eyes. Wishing to have sweet dreams of you. No one will ever know what I’ve been through. Does anything last forever? My life used to be filled with you. There’s too much pain. Sadness. Always searching. Feed my soul. Permeating. Make me feel it from within. Our love will set me free. Bring me back to dreaming. Xoxo-Mommy

Dear Avie, The sun is trying to hide behind the clouds. Or is it the other way around? Maybe the clouds are trying to cover up the sun. Pacing around. Trying to smell your smell. Searching through the house. Stepping over the threshold. Slowly entering your room. Unrecognizable. The smell. Your room is full. It’s also very empty. Closing my eyes to see you. I could stand here all day. Waiting for you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Me, I wrapped my hands around your neck. Your heart was beating out of your sunken chest. You want to see her one last time. You need to breathe if you want to survive. Holding your neck a little tighter before letting go. Breathe. Don’t try to escape life. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, Crying in the middle of the night. The fog lifts a little when you cry. You hardly dream. You can’t see clearly. Is this the end? The end of you? The end of me? Remember to breathe. Sadness. Consuming. Don’t let the light pass you by. Run. Your feet won’t fail you. The road is long. You will get there. You are not beyond repair. There’s still time. Open up your heart. Your…