Dear Me, You aren’t afraid to grow old. Growing old just means you’ve survived another day. Another year. You refuse to conform to society’s ways. Don’t let yourself slip away. There’s not much life left. You’re not ready to say goodbye. The days are going by too quickly. Live your life as if tomorrow was your last. Without the past there is no future. You have lived many lives. This life isn’t your last. Xoxo-…

Dear Avie, I often wonder what you would have been like when you were older. I was so excited to see you grow. I wished for you to stay a baby forever in my arms. Time felt brand new when I was with you. You brought out the best of me. I grew. You were the one who provided me with nutrients that I needed. It’s all over now. You were stolen away from me.…

Dear Me, You are stuck. Looking too far back into the past. You need to start living in the now. You have no control over what the future holds. Don’t let confusion settle in. Settle down. Take a break. Wait. There’s something greater coming your way. Saving the best for last. Don’t think about what could have been. Let go of the past. Live like today was your last. Xoxo- Me

Dear God, The nightmares. Are they trying to tell me something? Screaming. Drenched in sweat. Gasping for air. My soul is hungry. Reaching out to you but you are not there. Lift me back up. Help me. Clear the night time air. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, When I’m behind the lens I feel at ease. Jumping inside the memories. A passion. Photography. Feel the energy. Releasing. Capturing. Telling a story. Bringing back time. Photographic memories. Xoxo- Me

Dear God, I laid in bed this morning. Pretending Avie was there with me. All snuggled up. Those mornings spent with her were the best. She made me feel divine. Alive. Super Mom like. Now I can’t feel anything. Time came and went too quickly. Fighting not to forget. Avie. I know you can feel my pain from all the way up there. Save me. Xoxo- Me