Dear Avie, I wish that you could come back to me. Come back and crawl into our bed. Our cuddles were endless. We would lay there and laugh and giggle in bed. We didn’t have to pull the covers over our heads. We had nothing to hide from. You hated the covers anyways, you always pulled them off. You never covered yourself. You were always giving it your all. You’re showing us all who we…

Dear Avie, Sometimes I think about the end. I’m somewhat fascinated by death. I know that if death comes for me I will be ready, willing and able. I know that you’ll be there waiting on the other side. You’re waiting for me like I’m waiting for you. When my time comes I’ll be right there by your side. You’ll never leave my side again. Forever we will be together again. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, You’ve brought the brightest of lights to everyone’s life. Even though you’re gone your light carries on. You illuminate even the darkest of corners. I miss you my sweet. I can feel you next to me. You’re telling me that everything is fine. We will be ok, we will survive. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I’ll stop at nothing to be able to see you again. Nothing can block my way to you. My eyes are finally able to see between these lines. These lines that I write are for you and I. One day I’ll share these words with the world. Your story needs to be heard. The people you could touch around the world. Our journey has just begun. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I have been up for most of the night. I keep searching through my memory bank for you. Hoping and wishing that I could dream of you. The flashbacks of your smile. Your laugh giggles in my mind. Your hands reach out for mine. I’m holding you in my arms, you’re so close to my chest. You fit perfectly in my embrace. I woke from my dream. I wish you could come back…

Dear Avie, You’ve given many people a second chance at life. They now possess a part of your soul. Forever they will have a piece of you. The many things you gave, but you didn’t take. You’re God’s gift from Heaven. My precious gift that keeps on giving. Xoxo- Mommy