Dear Avie, Your love is better than any wine. Your oils of fragrance smells so sweet. You’re pouring out of the bottle, and onto my skin. It’s all beginning to sink in. The snakes are wrapping themselves around my neck. It’s hard for me to breath. I’m waiting for them to release their grip. Why won’t they let go of me? If the snakes bite before they’re charmed, there’s no advantage to their charmer.…

Dear Avie, In everything there is a reason. There is a time to be born as well as a time to die. A time to heal brings a time to break down. A time to weep as well as a time to laugh. If I fall down I know you’ll be there to lift me back up. Time is what’s between us now. I’ll be here fixing my broken wings. When my time comes, I’ll…

Dear Avie, I won’t ever be alone again. Because of you I will never be deserted. The science of things divine. Placing a guard over my mouth. Keeping watch over the door of my lips. When my soul starts to become faint you’ll be here for me. You won’t let my heart turn black. You’ll show me the way. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, The sky is blue. The clouds are grey. Wishing that I could see your face. One more time is all that I need. Wishing and waiting for you to come back to me. I woke up today with empty hands. My weeping tears fall down my face. Today is supposed to be mommy’s special day. All I can think about is you, my sweet. I need you next to me. Come rest your…

Dear Avie, Water and love can penetrate anything. Can water wash away my pain? Water and love pierces through me. Will you bring me rain to help wash away my pain? Penetrating my soul. Bringing back life. Newly wet soul for my seeds to grow. You’re not below, you’re up above. Bring me the water to wash this all away. A clean towel to dry my face. Opening up my hands. Uncovering my face. Your…

Dear Avie, There was a time when I was able to look into your eyes. Those days are gone now. Forever in my mind. Holding on tightly as I hold you in my envelope of love. Missing the way you feel wrapped up in my arms. My arms are now empty. I’ve been torn away from my one true love. Hold my hand as our never ending love weaves together. Xoxo- Mommy