Dear Avie, You flow through my veins. These words will never be weighed down. They will only be lifted up. No one can stop us now. You’re flying high. Will I ever find you again? Or is it too late? Pick me up and take me to where you now live. We’ll ride together off into the sunset. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, You’ve helped bring out the best of me. A part of me that I’ve never seen. This love was meant to be put into a book you see? You went away to be wild and free. Just like we all want to be. You’ve been set free my love. You’re just not here with me. All I need is you. Take me, take all of me. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I woke up and you’re gone. I reached for your blanket. Holding it close to my chest. I miss you when you’re gone. Swinging my feet off the bed. Resting them on the cold hard floor. The quietness of this house. Drowning everything else out. My words are flowing from deep down inside. This pen and paper allows me to speak my mind. Writing down how I feel inside. With this pen and…

Dear Avie, I’m tuning into your station. Turning the dial. Searching through stations. Hoping to find the outpour of your broadcast. Tuning my ears. Seeking you. I’m trying hard not to lose your signal. It’s what brings me back to you. The renewing of my soul. Tuning into the love that I have for you. My eyes will never be full from riches. My eyes are already full of you. I’m in awe of you.…

Dear Avie, Your pure spirit is making me whole again. You’re healing my frail soul. I’m the lost sheep that’s trying to return to my flock. You’re my northern star. The lights shine bright for you. Draw near to me and set me free. Bring me closer to you. Xoxo- Mommy  

Dear Avie, I won’t continue to go on in fear. I will go on believing. Your devoted love endures forever. This alone gives me great strength. You will live on through me forever. You’re spreading your love amongst the water. Rescuing me from my foes. Make me your vessel. I want to walk in your footsteps my sweet. Xoxo- Mommy