Dear Avie, You were a sweet vision in the morning while I laid there next to you. The light shined through the window onto your beautiful face. Beams of light were always shining down on you. You could light up any room. Now I’m having to wake up every morning without you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I wish that I could go back to when you were here with me. I want to be able to rock you back to sleep one last time. Can I take a ride up to the sky to see your sweet face? Under the weight of it all I hope that my memories won’t be erased. Mommy needs you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I want to go back in time and say my last goodbyes. You were taken away too fast. I can barely remember the past. Why did we have to get broken apart? I wish we could go back to the start. I wanted you to stay. I’ll even go in your place. I’m still searching for the light. As I continue searching for your sweet face. The struggle is consuming me. Dear Avie…

Dear Avie, Is this the end of everything? Everything that I had once felt inside. I’m in need of hope. I don’t want to die. Is this the kind of life that I want to lead? Standing on my knees. It’s not that simple. It’s hard to explain. You went away. Now I’m living through the darkest of my days. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I’ve been left here stomping through my identity. I’m trying to mold myself into who it is that you would want me to be. How I live will define me. What happened to all of my happiness? There’s too much sadness. My hands are covering my face. Raising the last flag that I will ever raise. My day will come it’s just a matter of time. I can’t wait to see your sweet…

Dear Avie, I’m mesmerized by your light. The light you continue to expose. No one compares to you. You can’t be replaced. You’re the other part of my soul. These words run through my veins. I hope that in the end we will be together again. Xoxo- Mommy