Dear Avie, I know the summer eventually turns into winter. The snow will drift down onto the ground. Covering up the footsteps that were once there. The snow will continue to fill up in their space. My footsteps are disappearing without a trace. Snowflakes continue to fall from up above. Landing on my lips. The cold freezes my face. You are up there in the sky. Can we go back to once upon a time…

Dear Avie, Does anything last forever? Some people will say no. I’m stuck here sifting through the snow. I’ve been trying to rebuild my fire. You are the one who will take me higher. Bring me back from below. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, Agony is taking over me. My heart feels achy. Bring me back to the light. Is there a right way hunny? Am I doing alright? You were stolen from me. I was stolen from you. Can you come wake me from my slumber? Give me a chance to set my heart free. Is this reality? You will come back to me. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, My last breath of life exited my lungs. I no longer know how to breathe. I need to just breathe. All of my pain rushes back up again like a riptide. I hope I survive. I don’t want to be taken away by the dark side. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I’m in need of a soul revival. I’ve been resting on my knees. Waiting to feel at ease. The hunger overtakes me. I am kneeling down begging and pleading for you to return to me. Come fill up my empty soul. Mend my broken heart. Bring me back to before my life fell apart. Help me rebuild what’s been broken. Resuscitate me. Bring me back to life. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, You’ve been gone from my arms for too long. Take me up to where you are. Up above the sky where you reside. Much higher now, you are. Heal me and take me. You and I could fly so high. Xoxo- Mommy