Dear Avie, My eyes are open wide, but I can’t see. I need to make it up to heaven. I miss you my sweet. You are the reason for everything. You are the reason why I continue on living. I hope that one day I will be able to see you again. Please help me keep my eyes open. Help me to be able to see. Teach me how to live again. My sweet Avie.…

Dear Avie, I await the day of my completion. I will wait for you my angel to reappear. Remembering all the special times we had together my sweet. I don’t want my memories of you to fade away. Time seems to take everything away. This life is loaded with hardships. Kneeling down into the ocean. Knee deep in the sand. Looking out across the sea. Please tell me, will I ever be complete? My life…

Dear Avie, Where will the path lead me? Will it lead me to you? With you is where I want to be. With you is where I need to be. I’m sitting here waiting for you to come back to me. Stuck in the misery of being without you. It’s becoming harder for me to see. I’m trying to remember who I used to be. Waiting for my angel to come get me. Waiting on…

Dear Avie, My memories are slowly fading away. I write to remember you. 906 days wasn’t enough time with you. It’s almost been a year without you my sweet. These past 9 months flew by too quickly. I don’t want to continue hiding from the truth. You are gone. You were taken away from my arms. You are in in heaven now waiting for me. I will wait for the right time. Soon you will…

Dear Avie, My life was built around you. If only I could start over. Wishing I didn’t have to grow older. I feel like I’m flying high, but my wings are out of control. Take me to where I belong. Maybe I will have to come to you. This pen and paper can bring me to you. Writing soothes my soul. The ink inside my pen is filled with you. You are guiding my hand…

Dear Avie, There’s something out there waiting for me. What could it be? You are out there somewhere, but I can’t see. Up and away from me. Out of my reach. Please come back to me. I need to be saved from the pain. At times it hurts to say your name. Drowning in my tears. Trying to push aside the fear. Gathering up memories in my mind. You’ve made something inside me come alive.…