Dear Avie, Lavender sits in a glass beside my bed. The purple hues remind me of you. Purple shades of lavender mixed with a little bit of blue. The color purple brings me to you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, My love for you will never become weak. I feed my love for you every day of the week. I even love you in my sleep. Were my eyes made to only weep? With so many tears it makes it hard for me to see. I wish I could see you now like I once did. The pain is screaming out for me. My pain takes you out of my dreams. Please come…

Dear Avie, I started a brand new journal for you. The last one has been filled. You, my love, could fill an endless amount of books. Your story will fill many books from the front to the very back. This journal is a bit thicker than the last. We will see how long this one lasts. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, When my eyes are closed I see your face. I don’t want to open them. I wish I could see you with my eyes open. No one can save me but you. Nothing can quench the thirst that I have for you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, The light is starting to fade away in what used to be my bright green eyes. I cry out for you. There’s not much light left in my eyes. The waves of tears slowly come in from the oceans tide. Bringing me new life. I need comfort from the pain. The pain won’t ever be completely washed away. I don’t want everything to fade away. I want my memories to stay. I want…

Dear Avie, Music is playing in the background. My pen and paper are in my hand. They take over me. Power flows through my purple pen. You are in every shade of purple. The color reminds me of you somehow. Even a color can bring me back to you. My truest of true loves. I have felt the worst pain. It makes everything else seem obsolete. Things become clearer as I weep for you. I…