Dear Avie, There is a painful tick- tock of the clock. The days are going by too fast. Nothing can separate me from your love, my sweet. Not even time can take you away from me. I am searching for a reason why. I need to know why. It’s all a big mystery. Will I ever be able to hold you in my arms again? I need to feel your warm embrace. Terror covers up…

Dear Avie, I am not sure what I am supposed to do. I am completely lost without you. Why did everything have to come crashing down? The choppy sea that will never stay still. The waves are taking over me now. The water tosses up the mire and the muck. Blinding my view. Wiping the salt from my eyes. I will rise up like a lioness. You will help me rise. Making me a new.…

Dear Avie, The dirt can’t hold me down. I won’t let it cover me. I will continue digging my way out. I can’t make sense of it all. My vision is blurry. Grab a shovel and help uncover me. Help dig me out. I am not looking for an exit. I am looking for a way in. I need to shed my skin. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, A wilderness surrounds me. A river runs through. Bring me back to life. I need to be rescued. Something was missing until you came into my life. You are my saving grace. I had a purpose. I had a place. No love will ever add up to the love that I have for you. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, Water flows through us all. The water is steady, fast, and powerful. I forgot how to swim. Bring me back up to the surface so that I can take a breath. I am afraid that I might drown. Give me strength to keep going. Help me survive this. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, You are the melody in my words. The perfect rhyme. My perfect design. Can you hear me? I can hear you. I will break down the pieces of rock to form sand for you. I surrender. Stepping back and examining my life. You are what I need. I surrender myself to you. Awaken me. Help me listen. Please let me see. Set my sorrows free. Xoxo- Mommy