Dear Avie, You are in the heavens above. So far above me now. I am stuck on the ground. Sifting through the rocks and the sand. Waiting for us to be back together again. Hand in hand. Looking towards the sky in hopes that it will send you back to me. I will have to learn how to fly. I am in need of a pair of wings. If I could only be like you.…

Dear Avie, Quietness has overcome this house. I blare the music to drown the quietness out. I miss the pitter patter of your feet in the background. Your voice no longer echoes through the house. I am stretching my arms out to you, but you are not there. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, My heart aches more for you every day. The ache burns deep down inside of me. The fire inside of me is waiting to be set free. I often wake up wondering where I am. All I want is to be able to wake up next to you. I am stuck here wondering where you are. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, The old layer of my eyes has peeled away. Revealing a new side. My eyes are wide open My mind has opened up inside. I was meant to write these letters to you. I have to keep swimming through it all so that I can be with you. I won’t let the waves take me away. Bring me back to the good days. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I know you are up there playing in the sand. Heaven has endless amounts of sand for you. Save some for me. I can’t wait till I get to play with you again. I want to sit down in the sand with you. We will play in the sand while you hold onto my hand. Laughing and giggling while our toes sit in the salty, salty sand. The water will wash away my…

Dear Avie, You were taken away from me. Ripped away from my arms. How can this be? Do things really happen for a reason? It was all taken away from me. My heart continues to break for you. I need you. You complete me. Help put back the pieces of my heart. Set me free. Xoxo- Mommy