Dear Avie, Light the way. Set fire to the flame. Burning. Illuminate the path. My eyes are locked forward. Searching only for you. I know you can hear me. I don’t know if I will be able to survive without you. This is killing me. I have a will. I will make my way. When you return to my arms I will be saved. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, I am left searching for something to fill up my day. Always consuming. Satisfaction is not guaranteed. You are the only one who satisfies me. My life is empty. Incomplete. Filled with regret. I am lonely. Deprived of you. I wish you could come back to me. My body yearns for you. Save me. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, We all have a weakness. Mine is easy to interpret. Love can heal what the darkness tries to divide. I need to dig myself out from beneath the dirt. It is covering me. Suffocating me. I don’t want to die. Will the pain ever cease to exist? I am turning to you. Your light illuminates the way. Your hands will guide me. In the end I will still have you. The only way…

Dear Avie, Help me light the fire. Ignite the flames. Please help me get through the day. I am carrying around so much weight. I can’t live without you. Show me the way out of here. I need to get away from this place. Pouring my heart out. Bleeding only for you. I have so much to say. I will write to you every single day. I hope my letters make it up to heaven.…

Dear Avie, Another day goes by without you. You have been away from me for far too long. Will we still have each other when everything else is gone? The torment of my empty arms. Bleeding for you. Day after day I become more confused. Left here. Stuck. Looking for the light in my darkened room. I can hear you. Calling for me. Set me free. Help me break away from my misery. Take away…

Dear Avie, It came and swept you away. There was nothing I could do to stop it. I will always hunger for you. Hunger pains. Nothing satisfies me. Every day I struggle to figure out how to live all over again. I can’t even remember yesterday. Gone are the days. I am stuck here waiting. Wishing to be with you. Your love is so sweet. My knees are weak. I need you to help me.…