Dear Avie, I am reminded daily of who I used to be. Remembering all that I used to have. Come back down here. Be with me. Save me. Will I make it up to the heavens above? When I make it, I will be there forever with you. I want to dance and sing above the clouds with you. You and I will see the world from a different view. We will look over our…

Dear Avie, I will not forget about you. Please do not forget about me. My heart beats for you. Everyday. Beating. Bleeding. Beating until I am no longer breathing. Barely breathing until I am taken away from all of this pain. When I go I will be set free. Living in hell. Full of misery. The mystery. Can’t you see? Stuck down here mending my shattered wings. Trying to get back my lost dreams. Waiting…

Dear Avie, I mourn for the life that I used to have. The death of the life that I once knew. I am stuck down here. Waiting for you. I have to continue living without you. It is dull. Too dark. So cold down here. You are the one who made me happy. Now I am crippled with grief. You made me complete. Will I ever find happiness again my sweet? I need you. Pleading.…

Dear Avie, I woke up with empty arms and a broken heart. I can’t seem to shake off this funk that I am in. I need to release the pain that has been locked up inside of me for days. I am finding it hard to breathe. Grief takes over me. Wishing you could come back to me. We would dance and sing. You would tell me that you love me. Your arms would be…

Dear Avie, I am sitting outside writing to you. The sun is shining anew. The rays feel warm on my delicate skin. My hair slightly wisps in the wind. I wish you could be here next to me. I want to hold you. I need you to hold me. My heart is bleeding. If only I could have you. I would change it all. You and I are meant to be. Please don’t forget about…

Dear Avie, I lost you to the October wind. You were swept away from underneath me. Torn from my skin. Today you would be turning 3. Happy birthday my sweet. May 7th is a date that I will never forget. We had a birthday party just for you. There were cupcakes and purple balloons. A bubble machine too. I know how much you love bubbles. We wrote little messages on the purple balloons. Releasing them…