Dear Avie, I want life to feel brand new. Like the first time that I met you. When things were simple and true. I need to quench my thirst. Please fill up my cup that I drink of you. The thirst is trying to bury me. Deep. You are the one who can fill me. My parched lips need tending to. My body feels weak. Save me. Deliver the water that I need. Quenching my…

Dear Avie, Many things have been thrown onto the table since you’ve been gone. Piled high in an unorganized mess. I’m left sifting through it all. Trying to reorganizing my life. What’s my purpose? What do I do next? Stuck in one place watching the ticking of the clock. Wondering, when will it be my time? I don’t want to live that way. There are bigger plans for me. I can feel it. I can…

Dear Me, It’s time to take your own advice. Start living in the now. Let go of the past. Don’t try to predict the future. Be present. You have to find yourself again somehow. Open your heart back up. Love again. Keep writing. Do not let anything get in your way. The stories you will tell. The journey of a real heart break. A soul tearing story. Love and life are not far gone. I…

Dear God, I am on my knees praying. Begging. Weeping. Can you hear me? I don’t want to lose faith. I need to keep believing. It’s so hard to keep faith when everyone around me is falling from grace. God, will you please come down here and save me? Cure me of the disease that’s taking me away from you. I don’t want the door to close. There’s a crack exposing a little bit of…

Dear Me, This feels like some kind of messed up game. A game that you can’t start over. Everything is out of your control. Your heart weighs heavy. It has fallen to the ground. Numb to almost everything. Pick back up the pieces of yourself. Set yourself free from the pain. Pins and needles stinging your limbs as your body wakes up. No longer will you hide from the truth. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, Your path is changing. You have grown. Changing directions. How will you decide what path is right path for you? Will you continue in this direction, or will things get turned around? Your life is already upside down. There is no right or wrong way around it now. I will help you figure it out. You are sitting outside listening to the wind blow. The birds are chirping and flying around. They live…