Dear Avie, I miss the comfort of your skin. Soft to the touch. Chubby cheeks. Pressed up against mine. The warmth of your baby skin. Divine. Sitting next to you. You help me see. A new side of me. The veil forever lifted. No longer covering me eyes. I can finally see. Looking up into the sky. So high. That’s where you fly. Drifting away. Among the clouds. Saving me. Xoxo- Mommy
Dear Avie, I’ve been looking through photographs of you Thanking my camera. What a glorious machine. Allowing me to capture the most precious and sweet memories. If I didn’t have photographs I wouldn’t have anything. My sugar sweet. Starring at a photograph from across the room. Alone in our empty bed. Wishing for sweet dreams. Xoxo- Mommy
Dear Me, You are who you want to be. Changed mentality. No one can take that away from you. It’s all up to you. You became anew. Meant to be. It changed you. Strengthened your faith. Now you believe. The veil once covered your eyes. Lifted. Behold. You can finally see. You can do anything that you want to do. You’ve always been free. Life is about living. So live for me. Xoxo- Me
Dear Avie, My eyes are looking up. No longer looking down. You’re somewhere among the clouds. Flying around. High above me. The light shines brightly. There’s strength behind my green eyes. Beauty. Love. Life. Look closely. You’ll see. A new side of me. The person that I was meant to be. Xoxo- Mommy
Dear Avie, I’m not afraid to say your name. I’ll say it out loud. Relieving me of my pain. Standing at your door hoping that you’ll answer. The golden air of your love fills up my lungs. Breathing in. Your love. Forever tasting it. Xoxo- Mommy
Dear Avie, When the soil becomes dry you bring on the rain. I can hear you calling back to me while I call out your name. Frozen in time. Here comes the sunshine. Thawing me out from the cold winter. The darkness slowly moves away. Sunshine takes over. Some clouds are ok; I need a little bit of shade. Summer is settling in. I lost you to the October wind. Xoxo- Mommy