Dear Avie, I drove to the Lake today. I put my toes in the water. It was beautiful. Relaxing. Sparkling. The reflection. Bouncing back at me. Calming. Shimmering. Welcoming. Life. Timing is everything. Xoxo- Mommy
Broken Reality
Dear Avie, I’m in between the sheets that used to be filled with you. I can’t sleep. My broken reality. Tears fill up the room. Drowning. Bitter sweet. The pain grows slowly. I woke up to a different life. I’m losing so much time. Heal me. Xoxo- Mommy
When The Time Is Right
Dear Me, I’m in need of a method. A method for healing. Barely surviving. Revive. My soul. Forever. Changing. Show me the way. I miss her like crazy. Insane. I need shelter. Rest is needed. Let me sleep. Wake me up when the time is right. Take away my bad dreams. Xoxo- Me
Cleansed
Dear Me, You’ve been brought back to life. Resuscitated. Refueled. Eager to speak. Soul searching. Ready to tell a story. Her story. Unique. All the pain. Trauma. A second chance at life. Take it. You will be cleansed of the pain. No more sadness. No more shame. Stay true to who you are. You have a gift. Keep reaching for the moon. You’ve got this. Xoxo -Me
Bring Me Back To Life
Dear Avie, Mommy’s wind chime is chiming away. Singing a tune just for you. Calming. Soothing. Mommy loves you. I miss you. Sweeping up the pieces of me. The pieces of yesterday. Putting myself back together again. Bring me back to life. Come back to me. Sparking the fire inside. Learning to love again. Holding onto an aching soul. The struggle remains. Losing all control. Look inside these eyes of mine. Look closely into my…
Becoming
Dear Me, Remember who you are. Promise me. Know that you can do anything. Be who you want to be. Becoming. You have your own pair of wings. Set yourself free. No more living on borrowed wings. Saved by her. She helped you see. She saved you. She saved me. Life. Pain. Memories. Xoxo- Me