Dear Me, Time is flying by. Fast forwarding at an exponential speed. So fast. Coming. Going. You can’t stop it. Time. There’s no getting it back. It doesn’t heal the pain. It’s up to you. Take your life back. Don’t let time take it all away. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, Pain tore me up. From the inside out. Breaking me. Why did this happen? Why me? Who would I be if these things didn’t happened to me? Things happen for a reason. I have to keep living. Shutting the door. Kicking out the bad energy. It’s trying to consume me. I will answer the door when opportunity knocks. I will not let death take over me. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, You’ve been forced into a different kind of life. You’re scared. Stuck. How do you continue living? I would just die. There’s not enough time. The pain. The scars. I know you feel it. Every single day. The past remains. Free yourself. Purge the pain. Let the weight fall down. Drop the chains. Xoxo- Me

Dear Me, You are starving. Dying to hold her. One last time. You want a second chance. A real goodbye. You held her as she faded away. Death took her. The darkness. Consumes. Controls you. Don’t stare at the darkness for too long. The darkness will soon notice you. The sickness wants to take over you. Deaths staring back at you. Don’t shy away. Refrain from covering up your face. Face the things that haunt…

Dear Avie, Death consumes me. It follows me. Revealing itself to me in my sleep. Resting within my dreams. Nothing can shield me. Swallowing me whole. I have no control. I’ve seen things. Things that no one should have to see. I felt your heart beat for the last time. You were taken from me. Xoxo- Mommy

Dear Avie, There wasn’t enough time. When all I felt was pain I lost my sight. The memories. I’m tired of living in an empty space. Help me. I struggle to be free. I know you aren’t coming back to me. I need to continue living. Give me something to believe in. Death keeps following me. I wish I could take a break from death completely. I can’t unsee the things I’ve seen. Xoxo- Mommy