Dear Avie,
The pain keeps me up at night.
It’s hard for me to concentrate.
Forgetful at times.
How will I survive?
This new life of mine.
I have no idea who to turn to.
If they only knew.
Life’s still empty.
I can’t feel you.
Please show me a sign.
Let me know that I’m doing alright.
Tender times.
I wish I could see your sweet face.
Yearning for your warm embrace.
Love poured out of your sparkling blue eyes.
You could light up any room.
Come back to me.
This is not a dream.
I have to close my eyes in order to see you.
My messed up reality.
Xoxo- Mommy
