Dear Avie, Thank you for coming into my life. My love. Everlasting. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Avelynn Mae. You would be eight years old now. Glowing. Shiny like the moon. Radiant like the sun. My beam of light. Thank you for choosing me to be your Mommy. Over and over again. I think about you every single day. You are the water to my Atacama. Quenching my thirst. …

Dear Me, What do you desire? Obstacles are all you see when you lose sight of what you desire. Your hunger will never be settled. Your thirst will never be quenched. Goals help keep you balanced. You need these few simple things. Life is what you make it to be. Healing begins with your past. There are no breaks in this life. You have to start somewhere. What starts right here right now will change…

Dear Me, You were twenty years old when you got married. You said yes to someone that you dated for only three months. Someone you barely knew. Did you even know yourself back then? Six months later you were married. Ambitions. Dreams. There were soo many things to see. The world was at our fingertips. Everyday felt brand new. Five years went by in a flash. We were ready to have a baby. It took…

Dear Future Lover, I feel numb but when you touch me I can feel again. I feel better when we touch. I will not give up. I know my love is more than enough. I feel better when we touch. I might be a little late. I just know this will be something great. Let go. I need to let go. Lets go. I’m finally letting go. Pushing me to places I used to know. …

Dear Me, Dear God, Dear Avie, Thank you for everything. For keeping me safe. For all of my family and friends. The support. The light. Most of all thank you for the courage. I knew I had to take a chance in order to survive. I wish to be able to truly live. I am still standing. Living. Breathing. Thank you for the signs. I owe it all to you. I have been given another…

Dear Me, What do you want from this life? That question pushes you out of bed. Too many days are spent there. Numb. Gobbled up by the pain. Rupturing my behavior. Anxiety raises my temperature. Burning me alive. Breathe life back into me. Poetic society. Take my hand. Come with me. Travel. Break free. Seeing. Believing. Turning manifestations into reality. Changing. Re-arranging. Me. You’ve been thinking about your life. Who you used to be. The…

Dear Me, It is easy to get used to things when given enough time. New stages of life. Reincarnating. Free your mind. Simplicity. Divine. Do not waste anymore time. Believe in yourself. Live your life. Change your state of mind. Don’t give up. Hope. Fight. Third eye steers. All eyes are clear. Memories flood my mind. I can feel myself changing. XoXo- Me

Dear Avie, I’ve been finding pennies. Pennies from heaven. Little love notes. Thank you for reminding me that I am still alive. You’ve taught me how to truly live. Shielding me from evil eyes. Keeping me from clinging to deceit. Casting my fears aside. Bringing me peace. I won’t give up. I will not settle. I have so much to give. A destiny. A path. A new life to live. XoXo- Mommy

Dear Me, What will you do with your life today? Even though its grey outside the sun is still shinning on the inside. Do not allow the darkness to stand in your way. Keep your chin up my love. You carry too many burdens. Life’s miseries. The days fly by. Lightning fast. Remember you have everything you need. Believe in me. Your smile is a saving grace. Wash away the pain. Embrace your life. Choose…