Dear Avie,
I am so thirsty.
I go to take a drink only to find that my glass is halfway empty.
It used to be halfway full.
The void grows bigger.
Dehydrating me.
Taking away my lifeline.
Struggling to breathe.
This is killing me.
I miss you so much, my sweet.
You make me complete.
I wish you were here with me.
You made everything better.
Save me from this disease.
I need to get away from this place.
Bring me back home.
I need to find peace.
Open up my heart.
Fill me up with your grace.
The water is within reach.
I need water to live.
I know I can obtain it.
The waves are swiftly coming in and out of the bay.
The ocean sparkles.
Lighting up my face.
The waves slowly roll on through.
Going where no one will go.
The smell of the ocean’s salt follows.
Walking away from the crowd.
Looking across the ocean.
Taking a few deep breaths.
Holding it in.
Shedding my clothes.
Jumping right in.
Help me swim.
Deep within your waves is where I want to stay.
Covered by the waves of your love.
Xoxo- Mommy
