Dear Avie,
The pain keeps jabbing me.
Stabbing at my half beating heart.
Set me free from the pain.
Death brings sadness.
Grief.
Misery.
Death has changed me.
My love has left me.
Struggling to breathe.
I’ve lost pieces of myself.
My heart.
My soul.
The better parts of me.
Hoping that someday you will come back to me.
I have to keep trying.
Is there room left for me in this lifetime?
I don’t want to be scared.
Hold onto me.
Tell me that I am safe.
Help me breathe.
I want to feel you.
Your voice soothes me.
Un-break this broken heart of mine.
Bring me back to life.
Xoxo- Mommy
