Dear Avie,
I wish we could sit and watch the sun rise from behind the snow filled sky.
I wish I could be with you now.
Did I have to get broken in order to find out who I really am?
Broken in order to be saved.
I don’t want to demoralize myself.
I need your strength.
I know you will save me.
No one else understands.
Come a little closer.
Do you see?
The pain.
The sadness.
The misery.
Taking over me.
Xoxo- Mommy