Dear Avie, Thank you for coming into my life. My love. Everlasting. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Avelynn Mae. You would be eight years old now. Glowing. Shiny like the moon. Radiant like the sun. My beam of light. Thank you for choosing me to be your Mommy. Over and over again. I think about you every single day. You are the water to my Atacama. Quenching my thirst. …
Dear Me, Water cleanses. Washing away the flaky skin of your past. Living in the present. The now. Creating space. Time is brand new again. Give thanks and praise. For only God knows. You will receive the love you’ve always craved. Death turned away. It won’t be gone for long. Your light is strong. Evil can’t stay. The salty water washes the dirt from your skin. Renewing. Refreshing. You are clean again. Shedding the old. …
Dear Me, What do you desire? Obstacles are all you see when you lose sight of what you desire. Your hunger will never be settled. Your thirst will never be quenched. Goals help keep you balanced. You need these few simple things. Life is what you make it to be. Healing begins with your past. There are no breaks in this life. You have to start somewhere. What starts right here right now will change…
Dear Me, You were twenty years old when you got married. You said yes to someone that you dated for only three months. Someone you barely knew. Did you even know yourself back then? Six months later you were married. Ambitions. Dreams. There were soo many things to see. The world was at our fingertips. Everyday felt brand new. Five years went by in a flash. We were ready to have a baby. It took…
Dear Future Lover, I feel numb but when you touch me I can feel again. I feel better when we touch. I will not give up. I know my love is more than enough. I feel better when we touch. I might be a little late. I just know this will be something great. Let go. I need to let go. Lets go. I’m finally letting go. Pushing me to places I used to know. …
Dear Me, Dear God, Dear Avie, Thank you for everything. For keeping me safe. For all of my family and friends. The support. The light. Most of all thank you for the courage. I knew I had to take a chance in order to survive. I wish to be able to truly live. I am still standing. Living. Breathing. Thank you for the signs. I owe it all to you. I have been given another…