Dear Avie,
My memories have already started to fade away.
The distance between us is growing bigger and bigger.
Your journal called out to me.
It was calling my name.
Time is slipping away.
I would do anything to make you real again.
My life will never be the same.
It will never be as it once was.
I don’t think I can take this pain forever.
I hope the water will wash it all away.
Dipping my toes into the wet cold snow.
The snowy air fills up my lungs.
The sting of the frost sparks something inside of me.
Deep within my soul.
The air is crisp and fresh.
Stripping off the clothes from my skin.
I think I will dive right in.
Xoxo- Mommy