Dear Avie,
Daydreaming.
Pretending that you are sitting here next to me.
Your little hand rests upon my arm.
Guiding my pen.
Helping me stay in between the lines.
Looking over at you.
Your head held high.
Your beautiful smile.
Infectious.
Your eyes.
A forget me not blue.
Those chunky cheeks.
Open arms.
A full heart.
My soul is ready.
Let me in.
I need you.
Come back and save me.
The scars are settling in.
Deeper than they have ever been before.
Into the deepest part.
I need the light.
Shine upon me.
The energy rushes into me.
The light of the sun heals me.
It all starts within.
Xoxo- Mommy
