Dear Avie,
“Are you going to have another baby?”
Why do they ask me that?
I just lost you.
Having another baby will not heal my grief.
Having another baby will never replace you.
They have no idea what I am going through.
Traumatized by the world that I am living in.
I wish this question would stop being asked.
Take a minute.
Think about that.
The scarring covers my mind.
Deep into my soul.
I will never have control.
Will I become a Mother again?
I don’t even know.
What is meant to be will be.
I know you will heal me.
Xoxo- Mommy
