Dear Avie,
The darkness plays tricks on me.
It tries to settle itself down inside of me.
It wants to take over what is left of me.
All of this is enough to make me feel crazy.
The silence is starting to haunt me.
I want to close my eyes.
I want to be with you.
I need you next to me.
I am still looking for you.
I am looking as far as my eyes can see.
Xoxo- Mommy
