Dear Avie,
I’m not sure how to move on from all of this.
I need you to help guide me.
Come back to being by my side.
You were always here by my side.
You’re a part of me.
The best piece of the pie. The piece that I will never again be able to taste.
I bite down on a much bitter taste now.
Something that I don’t always recognize.
Your name is instilled in my brain, running its course through my veins.
My blood runs thicker now, numb to most of the pain.
The pain that I’ve endured can never be tamed.
When there’s life there is pain.
Why does it have to be this way?
Xoxo- Mommy
