Dear Avie,
Christmas is just around the corner, but without you here I’m not sure what we’re going to do. You won’t be here with us for Christmas this year, you won’t be here with us at all. Your gifts will remain unopened.
It’s soo unbelievable to me that you are really gone. You’re gone from my arms reach now.
As I stare looking back at the thousands of pictures and videos of you. The proof of you once being on this earth now lies inside of your photographs. What would I do without all of these pictures of you? The documents of your life, the documentation that you were real.
I’m sitting here trying to burn these images into my brain so that they will never be forgotten. You will never be forgotten my love. You’re here with me always and forever. Every day I dig inside of my brain trying to bring back my memories of you. I am just soo afraid of losing another piece of you.
I don’t want time to steal you away.
Xoxo-Mommy
