Dear Me,
You love her more than you love yourself.
True love.
Taking over your soul.
Changing you.
The love you have for yourself grew.
Being a Mother made your soul grow into something amazing.
You took care of your sweet baby girl.
She had medically complex issues.
There were years of constant worrying.
The powerful dreadful thoughts.
Filling up your mind.
The what ifs?
Will she ever walk?
Talk?
Will she be able to use her hands and feet?
Most parents don’t have to worry about those things.
The worrying.
Forever in shock.
Stop and breathe.
Shoving the pain back inside.
Filling up the over filled closet.
Forcing things back in while trying to close the door quickly.
Is that why you feel so empty?
You need to find a way through.
Clear the way.
I believe in you.
She does too.
Remember only you can save me.
Xoxo- Me
