Dear Avie,
I wish that I could feel you again.
I wish that I could smell your soft skin.
I made pancakes for you today.
I even put some on your Minnie Mouse plate for you. Your coffee cup is filled and ready for you.
I ate breakfast at your table this morning, just like we used to do.
My mornings aren’t the same without you.
The pancakes lacked one important ingredient, you.
Is it you that has given me this strength?
When you were born, life began to make sense. I no longer felt like there was something missing.
You completed me.
Now I’m back to feeling empty.
What do I do with my life?
This life is now without you, my main ingredient.
You were stirred into my life, adding to the rest, making everything complete and whole.
My sugar, my spice.
Xoxo- Mommy
