Dear Avie,
I miss you.
I miss you more and more with each passing day.
Continuing to search through my memory bank daily, I’m still searching for you.
I hope to never lose you. Even though I’ve lost you from my arms for forever, I can’t lose you from my mind.
I ache for you.
I sometimes feel like I might die.
To die of a broken heart, and a broken soul, never being able to mend them back together again.
The pain sits deep inside of my belly.
My empty belly, my empty hands.
I reach out, but you’re no longer there.
Xoxo- Mommy