Dear Avie,
I took photographs of a birthday party.
Children were running around everywhere.
Nothing but happy smiles and giggles surrounded me.
The innocence that proclaims them.
I miss chasing you around.
Your pitter patter that once filled this house.
You would use your walker for a swift getaway.
Looking over your shoulder at me as I followed closely behind you.
You were beyond your years.
You were beyond mine.
People aspire to be like you.
I keep searching.
Searching for something that I may never find again.
Nothing satisfies me.
The dullness of my grief has taken away most of my light.
It is eating its way through me.
Only you can save me.
Xoxo- Mommy
