Dear Avie,
The fire inside of me burns deep.
I sit here looking at an open flame; there’s something about it, it has some sort of power.
Burning deep into my soul.
I turn to you to help me ignite the fire, to ignite my soul.
The gasoline is on my clothes now, I better step back or I might explode.
All I have now is this fire and I’m going to let it take me higher and higher.
My memories of you are flooding my mind.
I try to dig deeper and deeper afraid that I won’t ever find you, but you’ll always be there.
Unfaded forever.
I’m surviving because the fire inside of me is burning deeper than the fire that surrounds me.
Xoxo- Mommy