Dear Avie,
It is May 29th, 2017.
Today marks 7 months since you have been gone.
It doesn’t seem like it has been that long.
It feels like it all happened yesterday.
You were much older than 2.
I tore a piece of myself and I laid it onto you.
The many lives that I have lived.
An old spirit.
Just like you.
Our souls became one.
You gave me the best piece of you.
You are me and I am you.
Transformed.
I don’t want to conform to this world.
Renew these eyes of mine.
Restore my mind.
Get rid of all of this mindless consumption.
Set me free.
Avoiding the ditch.
I have thicker skin now.
Battling this fight within.
I don’t want to retreat.
I need to be equipped.
Help me fight.
Help me win.
Xoxo- Mommy
