Dear Avie,
I have to learn how to appreciate life again.
My time will come.
I don’t have much time.
None of us do.
I need to continue to live, but how can I live with all the pain inside?
How can I continue to live on without you?
I will continue searching for a doorway to heaven, as I look for the light.
The trauma tries to take over me.
The fear is brewing inside.
Will the pain ever subside, or will I have to take it with me when I die?
Your fire is what’s going to take me higher and higher.
Bring me to your doorway.
Bring me into your light.
Xoxo- Mommy
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Love you Rachel. I can’t imagine that the pain will be gone, but you’ll learn how to live with it. This was a good read. I hope it speaks to you.
https://jodyglynnpatrick.com/2012/11/16/the-heart-broken-by-a-childs-death-when-will-it-heal/
Thanks-a-mundo for the article post.Much thanks again. Awesome.