Dear Avie,
This morning there was not a stir in the house.
There was no pitter patter of little feet running around.
Laughter didn’t echo throughout the house.
There wasn’t even a mouse.
My sleepy eyes felt like they were glued shut.
I didn’t want to open them up to the day.
The bright lights made me turn my head away.
The lights were too much for my sensitive eyes.
I rolled over grabbing ahold of your blanket.
Holding it to my chest.
I started to sing a lullaby.
Breathing in.
Letting it all out.
You are safe.
I keep telling myself.
I woke to a Christmas mourning.
Please heal my broken heart.
I need the strength to move through today.
I know you will provide for me.
Empowering me to move.
Helping me stand tall.
Having faith.
Guiding me through this journey.
Accepting my fate.
I am going to be ok.
I will follow my heart.
Listen to my intuition.
Love can heal what the pain takes away.
Xoxo- Mommy
