A Baby Forever

Dear Avie,

You will always be my baby.

I used to say that I never wanted you to grow up.

I wanted you to stay a baby forever.

Now I wish that I didn’t say that.

If only I could take it back.

Now you’ll be a baby forever, or will you grow older in heaven?

I won’t know until I see you again.

I’m stuck here going through the motions, just barely making it through these days without you.

Will you be waiting there for me?

Xoxo- Mommy