Dear Avie,
Time is flying by.
I wish I could get away from life’s empty high.
Fly me away into the sky.
My baby girl.
I need you next to me.
Why do I feel so cold?
Empty.
Is there something wrong with me?
I wish this was all a bad dream.
My broken reality.
Hold me.
I’m fighting for my life.
The sorrow.
The agony.
All of the pain.
It’s making me lose my sight.
Lost in my own mind.
There are so many things that I wanted to show you.
There are so many things that I wanted to say.
I’ve been trying to open up my eyes but my eyes don’t want to wake.
Fear takes over me.
Will I make it to safe shores?
I just don’t know anymore.
Take me back to before my heart was sore.
Back to the time when you were all mine.
Back to life.
I will keep praying and waiting for the day that I get to see your sweet face.
We will meet again someday.
I will be rescued from the pain.
You are the one who is going to save me.
My sweet.
Avie.
Xoxo- Mommy