Dear Avie,
Help me light the fire.
Ignite the flames.
Please help me get through the day.
I am carrying around so much weight.
I can’t live without you.
Show me the way out of here.
I need to get away from this place.
Pouring my heart out.
Bleeding only for you.
I have so much to say.
I will write to you every single day.
I hope my letters make it up to heaven.
Everyone knows how much you mean to me.
They are reminded every day.
You are the one who fills me up.
Please keep filling up my empty cup.
My soul.
I know now that I was never in control.
Xoxo- Mommy