Dear Avie,
I am trying to clean the dirt off my skin.
Stripping away the filth from underneath my nails.
Digging my way out.
Stretching my arms out to you with my bare hands.
I am falling apart without you.
Spread thin.
Loving you comes easy.
Living without you seems impossible.
A pit in my heart grows deeper with each passing day.
I want to learn how to live in the now.
I need to live for today.
I will find a way.
Xoxo- Mommy
