Dear Avie,
Without you here I am falling apart.
I need you.
I am kneeling in supplication.
I am going through a transfiguration.
The rocks underneath the snow are beginning to show.
They too are rising up from somewhere down below.
I am always searching for you my angel.
I wish I could wake with you by my side.
I want to wake up to a golden sky.
A lioness yearning for her cub.
Life isn’t what it once was.
Feeling like I am living in a bad dream.
A bad dream that keeps visiting me even when I am not asleep.
The light is pushing it’s way through the dark.
Will the light save me?
Xoxo- Mommy
