Dear Avie,
We tried for over a year to get pregnant.
The day I told your Daddy that we were expecting a bouncing bundle of joy was one of the best days of my life.
Finding out that I was pregnant was one of the greatest moments that your Daddy and I shared together.
The two lines on the pregnancy test told no lie at all.
We didn’t really know what it was going to be like bringing a child into this world.
Who really does?
I’m lying here next to you.
I can’t believe how fast two and a half years has past.
I am looking at all of my pictures of you while I sit here next to you in your hospital bed.
The memories flooding my mind will forever stick with me.
I decided to pick up an empty journal and begin to put pen to paper and write to you instead.
I wanted to write to you and tell you how much I love you.
I wanted to tell you that you are an amazing little girl. Every day that we spent together meant more to me than you will ever know.
We did so many things together.
You are my best friend.
You are my everything.
It was all taken away from me; it was all taken away from you.
You are the one true love of my life.
I don’t know how I will live without you.
Will my sorrows ever be set free?
Forever you will be with me.
Xoxo- Mommy
