Dear Avie,
With my tears I can wash away the smog.
Crying helps clear my eyes.
Nothing will ever feel as good as it used to when you were here.
Many oceans separate us now.
Why did everything have to be taken away?
My life is in disarray.
You’ve been saved my sweet.
I want to be saved from all the unclean.
I’m caught in between.
Life and death overtakes me.
I need to breathe out so I can breathe you back in.
I don’t know where to go or where to begin.
Is there anything left that’s real?
I’m not sure how to feel.
How can I get rest when I can’t sleep?
Unable to escape my reality.
Xoxo- Mommy
