Dear Avie,

I’m so full of love I can barely eat.

I can’t swallow any of these words.

This is real life not at all tampered with, not at all fake.

I can’t leave the past behind me.

I can’t walk away.

Letting the cracks begin to show before I’m taken away by the waves.

Pushed under from up above and beneath me.

I can’t breathe.

The wave breaks, and I have no control over when I’ll wake.

I want to save myself, but myself keeps swimming away.

My words of desperation are bleeding down my hands onto this pen and paper.

Tears are falling down my face.

This I cannot erase.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, you’ll always have a piece of us.

Xoxo- Mommy

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